Power of the ex

You scare me still.
My heart races when we talk.

Its no longer a fun feeling.

You

Were a big big part of my life for a long long time.
Then you vanished and I wondered if you thought about me.
Thoughts of the things we knew about each other.
I wish you were closer.

To Lie

I'm not going to.
Yes you will, you always do.
No.
How can you...
How can I what?
Feel no remorse.
I don't know, just leave it.